hello,
i have had a head cold + allergies for about 3 weeks now? fuck this weather! my body is confused.

i feel sad & uninspired. I spend a lot of time sleeping & i feel like i can not move very well in my room or house, so i don't make things or take photos. spring break is coming at the right time because i need a change of scenery & to spend quality time with people i enjoy. i don't feel like i see people enough, we're too "busy." we are.

i don't know how i feel about blogs, this blog. i feel compelled to write & at the same time to stop.

i need to feel like i've completed something. i need to feel resolution about any sort of personal endeavor. mainly, i need school to go away, i need e.l. to go away. i need to get rid of everything i own. then i can start. i think.

i like this seahorse. i don't know why its upside down.